Where to Start

I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where to start with you
You turn me back into a child
Erratic, desperate, sad and wild
I’m always settling, caving in, stuck again
Breathe it in, fake the win, and break again
And I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where to start with you
Running your face through ice cold water
Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower
I read your mind through the flash in your eyes
There’s nowhere to go, out of reasons to try
And I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where to start with you
I live for you to tear me apart
Relics of a dream survived by you
I was mad for it right from the start
Suffer in desire when I see you
Turn me back into a child
Instantaneously riled
I was better then, back again, ambient
Fuck the win, are you in, are you in?
And I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where to start with you
Running your face through ice cold water
Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower
I read your mind through the flash in your eyes
There’s nowhere to go, out of reasons to try
Say it say it like you mean it
Say it say it
Say it say it like you mean it
I don’t wanna win
I don’t wanna win
I don’t wanna win
I don’t wanna win
Running your face through ice cold water
Quick sugar rush, blood in the shower
I read your mind through the flash in your eyes
There’s nowhere to go, out of reasons to try
And I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where to start with you
I don’t know where to start
I don’t know where to start with you