Cold Flame

I just wanted acceptance, I just wanted your presence
When you wasn’t present I was left all to myself
You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you
Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone
Verse 1 (DizzyEight):
Look, you used to have pride in me, used to spend time with me
The smile on your face that you had when you looked at me was something that
shined to me
The love that you had give ris to a vision I really thought I could reach
But that dream was shattred when I had to come face to face with reality
Listen, I know that you thought I was perfect and for me, that was my purpose
Look in my eyes, to you if I didn’t have worth I had to be worthless
All I ever really wanted was somebody here to tell me that I worth it
Instead you cast me aside everyday I felt more like a burden
Man, I push myself to the edge again and again
Embracing this fire that’s burning my skin
The moments we made, I could never forget, I just wanted that back,
it don’t matter the risk
And this pain that I took was a price I would spend if it mean that I could be
here closer to him
I just wanted you to see me, I just wanted you to need me, I’ve turn so
wretched down this path
I reached out for support, but there was nothing I could grab
You was supposed to be my dad, instead I felt more like your trash
Let me tell 'bout what’s missing since I know you’d never ask bout me
Chorus (DizzyEight):
I just wanted acceptance, I just wanted your presence
When you wasn’t present I was left all to myself
You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you
Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone