Trying Not To

Is it just me?
Or did we
Do this this the last time we said it’s the last time
I’d be lying
If I said I been
Moving on like I thought I’d be
I know it’s wrong but it’s how I feel
Already know it’s a bad idea
I should take my own advice
But I, I still think about you baby
I wish you didn’t feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don’t miss you and really mean
I just can’t though I want to it
But I’m tryin' not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before but
I’m tryin' not to
Call you tonight
It’s almost like
I miss you more when I’m tryin' not to
Yeah I’m tryin' not to
I don’t want to
But I still want you
It’s so perfect
It gets on my nerves yeah
I tried so hard, ain’t getting me far
Pushing away just brings you even closer to me
Yeah I still think about you baby
I wish you didn’t feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don’t miss you and really mean it
I just can’t though I want to it
But I’m tryin' not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before but
I’m tryin' not to
Call you tonight
It’s almost like
I miss you more when I’m tryin' not to
Yeah I’m tryin' not to
Maybe we could get it right this time
Or maybe I’m just lying to myself
But I’m trying not to