Until Then

Where are my thoughts supposed to go?
I feel you’ve witnessed all I am and all you wanted me to be
I guess that that’s the price I pay
For wanting you to be here singing every fucking word with me
I’ve worn out my vision I can only see the end
I still feel you here with me unless it’s just the wind
I’ve cried out for you and time just doesn’t heal the pain
This isn’t how we planned our lives we planned them just the same
What are my eyes supposed to see?
I watched my life turn inside out in front of me
I try to live the best I can
And count the seconds until I can stand for what I am
Why can’t I become what my thoughts have grown to be?
I feel that as the time goes by the fire burns in me
And I don’t wanna be the one who’s always breaking down
Cause a lifetimes in between
Right now and the day ill see your face again
Until then