Suffering In Solitude

The past is gone
But it’s not dead
It’s in my mind
It’s in my head
Life seems full
Of clouds and rain
What have I done
To deserve this pain?
All this waiting
Is agony
In your heart
No empathy
Your distrust
Cuts me so deep
There’s no word
For me to speak
All my dreams
Were built on sand
And all my plans
Run through my hands
Now I’ll close my eyes
Suffering in solitude
Nothing remains
But harmfull lies
Now I’ll close my eyes
Emptiness
That’s all I feel
All these wounds
Will never heal
Your distrust
Cuts me so deep
There’s no word
For me to speak