Deceived Judgement

Imagine losing someone you love
And they not even dead
But you have to remind yourself
To not be afraid to lose people
Be more afraid of losing self
While chasing those lost people
Took them L’s to the neck
And took some L’s to the chin
I can never leave them soldiers that I begin wit
Insane how they change into deceitful intentions
Manipulate deceive a nigga got me defensive
It is what it is so fuck what it was
Genuine person good hearted
But I’m so outta love
Trust me I know what I know
But I’m so outta trust
Being uncomfortable taught me
How to sit back and just… chill
I’m just staring at the world
Through my tunnel vision
Asking what it do doe
My loyalty reside within my Cujo’s
But I just ask the lord to protect me
From all them loopholes
Of jealousy and envy I move away
As they move close
Mood swings as you get currency
Watch they mood change
Currency, bring them true colors out
Through the mood rings
Pops never let my friends in
That’s how you lose things
My ambition is to take trips
Without the shoe strings
Actions manipulative you no longer wit me
We don’t share the same time
Or the same feelings
Lately I been in my bag
But don’t know the feeling
Of what I’m feeling on my palms
I just pray it’s healing
Anything lost can be found
Except that time wasted
Perfect picture ain’t perfect
Unless it’s God painting
Will I am but never jaded
Of the sack I’m chasing
Wore my heart upon my sleeve
Now its amputated
Took them L’s to the neck
And took some L’s to the chin
I can never leave them soldiers that I begin wit
Insane how they change into deceitful intentions
Manipulate deceive a nigga got me defensive
It is what it is so fuck what it was
Genuine person good hearted
But I’m so outta love
Trust me I know what I know
But I’m so outta trust
Being uncomfortable taught me
How to sit back and just… chill