11: 45, Legless in Brandon

It’s 3 hours before early,
And I’m already feeling guilty,
Though I know it’s gonna hit me,
I’ll drag out the calm before the storm,
My mam says don’t get too attached,
She knows I fall in love so fast,
When it’s clear that it won’t last,
But what can I do?
How can I concentrate with you throwing that look at me?
I want to hold you but I won’t get your smell off me,
You’re good for my mind, but not my productivity.
So I’ll make the best of what we have got,
Knowing that I’ll lose the plot,
When this thing that we have had to stop,
Yeah, there’s no fix here for you,
Disconnection does make sense,
But I don’t think in future tense,
I can’t keep you in suspense,
It seems so cruel.