This Time Imperfect

I cannot leave here. I cannot stay.
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say.
I’m drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are no flowers, no not this time.
There’ll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I’d show a smile but I’m too weak.
I’d share with you, could I only speak,
just how much this hurts me.
I cannot stay here. I cannot leave.
Just like all I loved, I’m make believe.
Imagined heart, I disappear.
Seems no one will appear here and make me real.
There are no flowers, no not this time.
There’ll be no angels, gracing the lines.
Just these stark words I find.
I’d show a smile but I’m too weak.
I’d share with you, could I only speak,
just how much this hurts me.
I’d tell you how it haunts me.
I’d tell you how it haunts me.
I’d tell you how it haunts me.
You don’t care that it haunts me.
There are no flowers, no not this time.
There’ll be no angels, gracing the lines.
Just these stark words I find.
I’d show a smile, but I’m too weak.
I’d share with you, could I only speak,
just how much this hurts me…
Just how much this hurts me…
Just how much you…