Pain

Lying in bed, anxious and mad
A strange by my side, last night is a blur
Glasses and masks, syringes and rocks
Blackouts and daydreams
Reality is coming, I need my next fix
Stay away from my heart!
Away from my life! Get out!
Without you I can finally feel pain!
And taste the sweet fear
And live a real life right now!
Without you I can finally be free!
From Friday night to every night
From cigarettes to lines and pipes
Always surrounded yet feeling so lonely
A glass in hand, a fake smile
Crowded rooms, empty bottles
Dark alleys friends
Reality is coming, I need my next fix
Stay away from my heart!
Away from my life! Get out!
Without you I can finally feel pain!
And taste the sweet fear
And live a real life right now!
Without you I can finally be free!