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You were my first day of friendship
You were my first night of sex
If my memory doesn’t fail, I
Quit sleeping after five years
It’s not just a syringe that united us
But what remains is a shock to the heart
I sadly lost all my joy
It’s a fool who’s decaying
So
When we lose control
Could we die alone?
There’s a neurotic voice that tells us the truth
Sometimes we didn’t care
So, why
Did we lose control?
Don’t go
You were my first motivation
You were my last heart attack
In case you haven’t grown up, I’m talking about
The time your heartbeat might have stopped
It’s not just a syringe that united us
But what remains is a shock to the heart
I sadly lost all my joy
It’s a fool who’s decaying
So
When we lose control
Could we die alone?
There’s a neurotic voice that tells us the truth
Sometimes we didn’t care
So, why
Did we lose control?
Don’t go
So long my sweet friend
So long… So long
So, why
Did you die alone?
Suicide is your last call
So
When we lose control
Could we die alone?
There’s a neurotic voice that tells us the truth
But now I plugged my ears
So, why
Did we lose control?
Don’t go