J-Tusk

I guess you don’t know,
the pain you’ve put in my heart.
I try to believe it’s something else,
blind my eyes with objects,
I know I don’t care about.
pretend I don’t hear you,
pretend I don’t see,
but I do.
And maybe it’s the way I take things,
I read way too deep.
possibly the way you speak,
sometimes you don’t think.
but I thought I’d let you know,
sometimes it hurts,
sometimes inside I bleed.
I just thought you should know.
Played my part for so long,
thought you’d let me in.
could i have chosen the wrong path,
maybe it was my fault to begin,
to believe that I thought I knew you.
that I thought you cared.
At night I cry, at night I weep,
wanting to know you more.
we are so close,
yet I can’t see,
what it is that I ignore.
I will find peace of mind,
when I learn what it is, you hide.
I just thought you should know,
I just thought you should know, oh,
I just thought you should know…