I Am Meaningless

Torn from the chest
Where you once laid your head for comfort and closure
Summer’s come and gone
Everything is cold and dead
I’ve become a heartless corpse
Dead eyed and rotten to the core
Time ticks on slowly
Days turn into weeks
I once felt pain
But now I feel nothing…
Too many sleepless nights, I lay awake with regret
Is this karma?
If it is, then I swear I’ll change
Marlowe…
Prayers will not bring you back
I can only blame myself
I find myself chasing your ghost into the sunset
Where we first looked down on the world
The ocean shines bright from the rays of the sun
By far the closest thing I’ve got…
That draws me in like your eyes
While I watch everyone around me move forward
I stay stuck in time
Stuck trying to relive a moment that plays over and over in my head
Nothing to hold onto…
I brace myself for the crash of heartbreaking waves…
I’ve washed up to shore
Still hoping I’ll see you here… someday
Here… someday…