Gardenia

You asked me to go to the graveyard
My heart shakes in its «boots»
You were the sun to light up the winter
Now you’re wilting in a vase on my window
Followed you from the cemetery
Walked you home, you were with me but i was alone
And all the things that I had thought i might say
Had dribbled out and dissipate in front of my face
I don’t wanna talk about it anymore, i just wanna feel like im living again
I just wanna move back home, and see my parents and cats
I dont wanna talk about it anymore, i just wanna go back to sleep
& im trapped in the garden, with no books to read or
Cigarettes to be smoked
And you’re here guarding me
From any force that might do me harm