Face I Paint

My life has always been damaged by the holes in me
It’s what I call humanity
My thoughts have always been the windows for my pleasured eyes
I kept chasing vanity
My mind has got a physical attraction to yearn for satisfaction
It chokes my heart so I can’t see us, my mind starts to rust
It started out malignant and underneath the face I paint
When I was on my own, I began to focus in on anything but God
Although I lie
Although I cheat
Although I am still incomplete
Although I am just what I am
And all my goodness counts for nothing, You give me life
And You take my heart
Even though my mind has got a physical attraction
To yearn for satisfaction
You take my heart so I see Jesus
My heart’s with you at last