Failed

or far too long i have been the bitter one
shame fell on me when all my hope was gone
so i corrode my mind with the hate
that has built up inside for decades
ill walk alone indeed not among
foes but the friends i do not need.
i can see a light before my eyes
what is left for me to sacrifice
give my all
turn away your face from this disgrace
if your blood runs dry
you’ve left no choice
why should i