Faith

You knew I wouldnt go Thats why you threatened me Would I stay?
Said I was sick, and Id be alone
Said my mind was not my own
I didnt learn…
You crawled up on your knees
A victims pretty-please
Would I stay? would I stay?
And I stayed…
(how many more times)
How many more times
Till I broke down from that guilty mess?
(how many more times)
You taught me to hate to love you
Thats because you love to hate yourself
I wish it had a happy end
Like the fairy tales pretend there can be But things are not the same
When your life love was a game of make-believe
Youve got everything you want
But not everything you need
And its true…
You receive what you achieve
(how many more times)
How many screaming fights, tears of rage
Until it ended?
(how many more times)
How many more times till I say who I am And dont pretend?
(how many more times)
How many more times
Till I broke out of that guilty mess?
(how many more times)
How many more times till I say who I am And dont pretend?