Cali Beaches

It’s 3:25, I can’t get to sleep
Cause when I shut my eyes, you haunt my dreams
And I don’t want to love you
Or be heartbroken by you
I post on the internet, in hopes you will see
How well I am doing, since the day that you left me
But we both see past it
Cause we always used to laugh about it
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And since the day you left, I’ve found a hundred silver linings
But I didn’t know losing you, would come with consolation prizes
Cause I’ve got blue skies and Cali beaches
Starlight, and sweet victories
And I couldn’t be doing better
Without you by my side, but if I had to tell ya
Lonesome nights I stare at the ceiling
Wondering why love is misleading
And I’m scared of sounding selfish and blue
Life is good but it’s lonely without you
Behind closed doors, there’s a whole other story
I keep quiet with my pride and my glory
And I don’t want to give too much away
But I suppose there ain’t too much to say
Flashing of photographs, holding back tears
All I ever wanted was to be standing right here
But now I am, no words can be found
To express how lonely I feel now