"Get a Shot of the Refrigerator"

What am I in this
This distressed wreckage
That I find necessary?
That I find necessary
Since I lived silently
Nothing, nothing else
Yes I did
Nothing else, nothing else
Since I lived silently
Nothing, nothing else
Yes I did
Dignity of
Building up the cage
That I find necessary
That I find necessary
Nothing else, nothing else
Since I lived silently
Nothing, nothing else
Yes I did
Nothing else, nothing else
One does not know how
To deal with the real
Not even with
Its reflection
Scared of the void
Can’t hear oneself
This very void
Must stay empty
To allow the space in which
One can vibrate
Leave it empty
Accept this place
So not to die alone
Connect and radiate