In Abeyance

Hiding in plain sight
As the curtains fall
It’s a reminder of what’s been
And what’s not
Death creeps around me
And I take every chance
The difference between
Daydreams and nightmares
Ceases to exist
I am a curse
Concealed
I cease to exist
I wish nothing more than death upon the man
Everyone I know
Looks like strangers
Am I dreaming?
Black clouds gather
Shapes disappearing
Do you even care?
I wish nothing more than death upon the man