Punishment

Lying here — waiting for the end
Release myself from life’s punishment
Escape to the void I came from
Leaving behind a darkish, disturbing world
PUNISHMENT — I never asked for life
PUNISHMENT — My will is free — my choice suicide
The final dormancy I adore, dying is the name
Realize I’m weeping with laughter
As I found I always fathomed for
You shall obey — I will not
Searching for the true delight
The cannot rot one with eternity
Forever I will sleep