I don’t wanna stay the way I am
I wish that I could start things over again
Behind these eyes, the silence cries
I’m afraid, I’m afraid of myself
(Please send help)
I’ve been livin' like this since forever
I’ve been addicted to the pain so long
I’ve been fallin' since I can remember
Everything is goin' wrong
Deliver me from myself again
I don’t wanna stay the way I am (Don't wanna stay the way I am)
I wish that I could start things over again (I wanna start things over)
Behind these eyes, the silence cries (The silence cries)
I’m afraid, I’m afraid of myself
(Please send help)
I’ve been searchin' for ways to escape this
I’ve been runnin' my whole life
I’ve been lookin' for doors in the darkness
Gettin' nowhere, nowhere at all