feel again

What u want me to say
I would be lying to myself if i said that im ok
And u just lie u just lie to me, its so twofaced
And i just fight the voice inside of me its like everyday
Suicidal and im here because u want me to stay
And im an idiot ok i just want to be played
Growing up im only 15 at the end of the day
Almost 16 tryna find where i belong in this place
And they just use me
But im used to it
And ur just dead to me
Thats what u used to say
Baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
All her messages on read bcause i dont know what to send
And my brain is going evrywhere my head all on my desk
And i can’t solve what i can’t fix so i just become a mess
Im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
Everyday, its all the same
I just wanna live again
Ouu ouu i
Oh i
I wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
Ouu ouu ouu
I wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
And u hate me and i know it
U dont have to save me, where are u going
No u dont have to save me im going
I put my pride to the side
And put my love on the line
And i thought u were the right one
To make u mine
Messing my life up one by one
Only a matter of time
Only a matter time
Lalalalalala
Oh lalalalala
Ouu im
Alright
Right
And they just use me
But im used to it
And ur just dead to me
Thats what u used to say
Baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
All her messages on read because i dont know what to send
And my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk
And i can’t solve what i can’t fix so i just become a mess
Im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
Everyday, its all the same
I just wanna live again
Feel again