Eyes & Heart

I’m returning
I’m returning to another day
When I was more than a shimmer on a screen
When it all felt like a woven tapestry
Ending in white I can begin in the dark
I can’t see with my eyes but I can feel with my heart
But these voices exist, I can hear them say
Please kill me, kill me slowly
Would I give up my life?
I’m dying, dying to feel what’s inside
Am I to stand with the black-hearted, the wicked and the saved?
Or to wear my own colors, die with the brave
Am I reaching for a bullet to end this charade?
Or waiting to be reborn again
Wasted on a sea of happy faces
Dine on guests with closed captions stated
Am I your love or your reflection hated?
The party’s over what a night we created
Please kill me, kill me slowly
Would I give up my life?
I’m dying, dying to feel what’s inside
We are the eyes of a sun that just went dark
I’m the eyes of a sun that just went dark
And now it’s holding on to me becoming darker, it’s getting hard to breathe
I’m longing for a chance; maybe it’s all I need
I’ve given in; It’s taken the heart of me
Please kill me, kill me slowly
Would I give up my life?
I’m dying, dying to feel what’s inside