All This Time & All This Time

I see no reason to go out
Since I gave up finding my cat again
I looked for him across the
snow-clad, shadow-paved, suburban landscapes
The days go by
Over here they close their eyes to me, slowly
And I wouldn’t know how to get back at your ghost
Disfigured fourfold
I see no reason to go out
Angels they’re too busy to notice you
Oh what you never saw
What you never were meant to decide
Open your eyes
Acknowledge me
All this time and all this time and all this time, I’m me
All this time and all this time and all this time, mommy
Put the blame, just put the blame, just put the blame on me