And I Wish

and I wish I could see you
and wish that you were mine
and I wish I could hold your hand
simple things that love understands
and I wish I was someone else
and I wish that I was old
and I wish I could look into your eyes
say what I want
and I’m gonna break down again
lose control of my head
and I’m gonna lock me up again
deep inside myself
deep inside
and I wish I could talk to you
and I wish I could hold your hand
and I wish you could touch my heart
when I feel down
and I wish there was no self-pity
left in my mind
left in my mind