A Muted Moment

Worried that I will erase
All of this, and
Take after take after take
Camera breaks, and
I will overcome
Potions of weakness
And I need this
Shudder and shudder away
Shudder and shudder today
You know you
Don’t belong
Shudder and shudder away
Shudder and shudder today
You know you
Don’t belong
Just look around, I’m begging at your feet, or just your vest
He’s begging the beast to finally keep me inside of my cage
Or maybe don’t let him feel the same as me
I’m so frustrated with everything
I need this
Keep my head low
Fingers rolled in palms
Slightly sink in Joe’s chair
Then begin to fall
But I won’t fall deep
He’ll pick me up before the ground
Put his hands to my face
And wipe off every frown
(But I won’t fall deep)
And wipe off every frown
(But I won’t fall deep)
And wipe off every frown
And wipe off every frown