I'm Not Gonna Do It

17 in pain
25 in love
baby i was so connected but i never had enough
i was not collecting i was flexin all my stuff
it was there i did it all under the guise of boomin up
you don’t put me in pain
i do it on my own
i saw evas, gods, and centerfolds now i see me alone
girl laden apartment like a vision never known
call me like as soon as you get home…
i’m doing fucking nothing i’m just waiting for the check
and it’s all about the money so i’m waiting for the sex
still i keep collecting bands and pretend i’m in the rave
i don’t think about it often but there’s money being made
back up on your bed
do you see i’m always here
there’s snipers to the west of us so do it bite my ear
now it’s like i’m blood…
now it’s like you’re gone…
i thought i would call you over
that was wrong
i’m not gonna do it…