Won't Break Down

Back when I was 18
I wanted love so bad
Thinking back reminds me
It was the only drug I ever had
Don’t take it back
I won’t take it back it’s in the past
I know we lacked
The energy to make it last
But when we dream
All the love seemed real to me
I won’t break down
I wanna feel again somehow
You’ve given me the strength
The light that I need
The feeling of love is all around
Looking at my diaries
I was so angry and confused
Love was my addiction
Along with all the fools that used
I liked the idea
The idea of you
But did I ever love
And was my love true
Or was I the one
Was I the one that used
I won’t break down
I wanna feel again somehow
You’ve given me the strength
The light that I need
The feeling of love is all around
No, it’s time to let go, it’s what we don’t know
That keeps us alone