Unclear

Just tried to keep sake
Learning from my past mistakes
But I did it all over again
I crossed the line got wasted in vain
I just can’t see straight
Let the demons decide my faith
These thoughts have now grown
I drift into the unknown
What has happened to me I can’t explain
Abducted by my own captivity
No able theory to sustain
I didn’t want to break
The choice was mine to take
But circumstances prove me wrong
It carries me so I have to drift along
I need to rearrange
All these thoughts they seem so strange
My brain consumes all it’s liability
What has happened to me I can’t explain
Abducted by my own captivity
No able theory to sustain
Passing out again what could it be
…And straight, I can’t believe I can’t see straight
Abducted by my own captivity
No able theory to sustain