Sink or Swim

For so long I have lived with this affliction
For so long I can’t forget
In my heart I am burdened by temptation
To understand is to regret
I bow to no one, I’d fucking die for my beliefs
But this is senseless and no one cares if you believe
I fall beneath you, the crushing wave of my defeat
Has stirred within me, another tide of apathy
The coffins closing
The maggots feast on my decay
I’m slowly drifting, into this hole that I have made
It feels so cold, without you here
I am drowning in pools of blood
Fuck you and fuck your sorrow
You left me here to fucking drown
As her screams fill the silence
As her warmth returns to cold
Will you bleed for forgiveness as I drive this dagger home
In the wake of transgression, in the coldness of despair
They will mourn for your ending
And for the life that you became
Lets make a toast, to all your friends
They will witness your final breath
This is the last, I fucking love you
Before I end your fucking life