Hesitation

I gotta leave it, make me cry again
I could have deal with it but I’m afraid
I’m ready to go, I know you’re gonna blame me, you’re gonna break me
I’m ready for fight I might have done already, I wasn’t ready
Kill me and offer me degeneration and recreation
So I can become your sky and let you feel my hesitation
I gotta leave it, make me cry again
This shocking truth, couple pills in the bed
I could have deal with it but I’m afraid
I’m gonna die taking drugs instead
I’m ready to go, I know you’re gonna blame me, you’re gonna break me
I’m ready for fight I might have done already, I wasn’t ready
Kill me and offer me degeneration and recreation
So I can become your sky and let you feel my hesitation