Give It A Name

If I could find the time
I? d find the time to sit and hold your hand
Try like hell to make you understand
I know you wonder why I? ve got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I can? t decide… is it all a blessing in disguise?
My whole life flashes before my eyes
And I realize we are not-so-perfect-strangers
I know you can? t believe how we perceive things so differently
You think I chose this?
You think I chose this?
You chose this path for me
If I could, I would turn back the hands of time
Do it all again, maybe then you? d see what makes me tick
I know you wonder why I? ve got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I can? t decide…
Is it all a blessing in disguise…
In disguise?