Designed Instincts

She thinks I don’t know why
But I know too well
She wants to make me better
But I cannot be changed
Only those with wealth
Can afford mental health
And now you’re going home
Protected by your makers
From the likes of me
You said you couldn’t touch
Your body couldn’t handle
The song you loved so much became your own
Now I can truly say
That this has been the greatest love of my life, so far
I had to jump through hoops
And still become a selfish bastard, in your eyes
You say you want me here
And then complain I block your light
I designed these instincts
You’re so eager to replace
And now you’re going home
Protected by your makers
From the likes of me
You said you couldn’t touch
Your body couldn’t handle
The song you loved so much became your own
You say you want the truth
But I cannot deliver
I cannot give you what you want
You never truly love
Unless you always worry
I really wanted you to be the one