Interlude

I try to do this right, I only got one life
Working into the night, trying to clear my mind
Popped a few pills, but that’s not a crime
I know the day will come, when I’ll be in the light
I’m young, I’m just a kid, I party and I sin
I can’t save no money, but I only blow it on me
Pack all the people I can, into my blacked out jeep
Pray to God that we’re safe, when we hit these streets
Skin as white as ivory and I’m in here
You would never really notice if I’ve been here
I’m probably in the back out of it in fear
Cause I’m too anxious to really be near
Anyone until I’m the zone
And once I’m in, don’t let me go
I really need to be in a whole other mode
So let’s just leave, no need to take it slow
I’ll put you on a throne, put you under control
20 years old, what the fuck do I know
Imma be high while you get low, don’t worry babe I’ve done this before
My heart’s been broken too many times, so I just pretend to believe the lies
I don’t feel a thing, it’ll make you despise me
And for that I’m sorry, but I’m young and I’m reckless
What can I say? For now it has to be this way
I don’t really want to behave, just close your eyes and do what I say
I may never know who I’ll become, because I’m just having too much fun
I’ll probably never fall in love, cause I just can’t seem to trust