Alive

Oh i just want
To cry
Oh ‘cause my life’s
Going down
Oh let me die
‘cause i
I just can’t kill my demons
Start my life in the back
Search my spark in the dark
Between dog and shark
I started to see jack
There’s lack in my track
I’ve got a fitful sleep
My nightmares are so deep
I’m the black sheep asleep
Who search a car for sleep
Your death hurt me so deep, RIP
Got my head on my knees
Started to feel bloody
Since he let me
Since they hit me
Since he raped me
They put me in psychiatry
God you’re lying
I’ve missed your blessings
My feelings are suffocating
My lif is a tearing
My soul is dying
Started to boxe for kill thm
I try to live, forget them
I was born in a bloodbath
I grew in a falsehood path
Falsehood path
Started to cry i’m screamin'
I try to live, forget them
I was born in a bloodbath
I grew in a falsehood path
Falsehood path
Oh i just cry
My life is going down
Please let me die
I just can’t kill my demons
I can give you my voice
You will not have my words
I can give you my brain
You will not understand
I can give you the choice
You will not do the same
I can give you my name
You will not live my hell
I wanna make my road
I just wanna make my road
I can give you my voice
You will not have my words
I can give you my brain
You will not understand
I can give you the choice
You will not do the same
I can give you my name
You will not live my hell
I wanna make my road
I just wanna make my road
And stop cryin'
Oh i won’t cry
My life ain’t going down
Don’t let me die
I try to kill my demons
Oh i stop to cry
I have to live my life
I’ll never die
‘cause i’ve killed my demons