Carnal Deliverance

In bitterness and repugnance
I’ve passed the point of no return…
Reborn in infamy
Feeding my new found lust
Vigor increases with
Each stab I execute
No signs of sympathy
Compassion for their screams
As I sever their heads
Joy returns to my life…
Drilling holes into skulls of the living
Corrosive substance injected cerebrally
Privileged to witness unknown mysteries
Victims awake in a state zombified
Inhaling the odours of composted flesh
Halfway dissolved in acid, hands and genitals mummified
Experimenting with forms of persecution
Identifying the source of my excitement
Frustration and discontent, a stony path
Suddenly — the answer’s clear
My deeds — shall now be seen
Spewing — back at them publicly
The mental torture they have induced to me
My vision of bliss becoming reality
As I walk through the crowd
One fierce impulse takes control
Chopping into this terrified mass of flesh
(How many will I be able to take with me?)
Fetus punctured
Trough the womb
Decollated
Sputtering stumps painting the streets
Vigor stays
Undiminished
As I butcher
Dozens more
Suddenly blackness surrounds
My demise I have calculated, expected, desired