said i wouldnt do it again yet here we are

what more to prove to you
my knife, know what I gotta do
No time left for crying, just leave my body blue
Holding tight onto life, I know I’m never gonna lose
The light shining next to you
Used to being battered and bruised
Made the mistake thinking that I could choose
Exactly how this would go down, I know now
Your intentions were never good, rip my soul out
Every moment been a chore
Thoughts of you like growing sores
Know I cannot take much more
Please, just lay me down
Every moment been a chore
Thoughts of you like growing sores
Know I cannot take much more
Please, just lay me down