The Vicious Cycle

Too many times I’ve pushed back problems I considered hard
and now there are so many things I’ve haven’t done so far
Each day I am living the same deja-vu but I’m so frightened, so distressed this
circle spreads
I build my (wicked) wall with the heviest bricks I’ve ever brought
I build my (wicked) wall with the heviest bricks I’ve ever brought
Afraid of a failure not happened
So many moments I’ve waisted
Afraid of a failure not happened
So many moments I’ve waisted
I forgot the sensation to love someone. I tried, oh how I tried,
to pull me out from this, but each time I cling I feel so heavy,
I feel so guilty
I am pervaded by moments of fear, my insecurity
My life is full of regret
Afraid of a failure not happened
So many moments I’ve waisted
I forgot the sensation to love someone. I tried, oh how I tried,
to pull me out from this, but each time I cling I feel so heavy,
I feel so guilty
Forget the time when you used to be hollow
Let all your chains fall to the ground
Open your hands, relieve your heart from those useless loads
Flip the coin of the fate!