Never Learned

My head don’t touch the pillow
Till there’s food on the table
Got to take shots, put the mask on
Then go clutch on the Drako
Fuck a payroll need a bank roll
We just come up to let go
Time ain’t faithful, life is painful
I got loved ones whose angels
Block is hot ain’t not seasons
Shottas kill for no reason
Where I’m from there ain’t Mona Lisa’s
Can’t leave so much to Jesus
Tell my brothers they’re a part of me
God I love them to pieces
Say a prayer ‘fore I leave the house hope I don’t leave my mother breathing
Half the time
I won’t always do what I know is right
Don’t wanna tell you in the afterlife
Im sorry I didn’t make the sacrifice
Yea, but i never learned to be what you needed
And less what you wanted
I never learned to deal with a heartbreak and this ones the hardest
Some of y’all only call me when you need me
Everybody ain’t gone be there when they said they gon be there
I just bought a crib on the west I ain’t even sleep in
I think I work hard for no reason
I think I be gone for no reason
I just need a feeling
Real nigga crying when he feelin
Shit don’t feel right on my spirit
But the message catching in the feelings
If the man in the mirror ain’t straight
Then my mind ain’t right
And my mind ain’t right
Then my thoughts ain’t cool
And my thoughts ain’t cool
Then my stomach ain’t full
And my stomach ain’t full
Then my heart turn cold
My heart turn cold then I can’t love you
If I can’t love you Imma load that thing
And if I load that thing ain’t nothing left to do except point it at you
And blow out my
(Eskeerdo)