Sentiment

I awake to better days
And to my distress, they meant nothing at all
But I’ll let you know that I am doing fine
Is it okay that I’ll say, you always cross my mind
The pain I feel isn’t separation from you
But the sadness of your soul and entity
Now watch me hide this deep below this sentiment
Cause I
I love you
I loved you
I’ll let go and go away
The time is passing you will stay
I’m moving on if you stay gone
I’ll let go and drift away
The love has lost its better days
I’m holding on if you stay gone
The pain I feel isn’t separation from you
But the sadness of your soul and entity
Now watch me hide this deep below this sentiment
The gift of life was just a tool to promote, a tool to gloat
And every word that you said, never meant a thing
It never meant a thing
You gave me no reason to fight
You were taken captive and out of sight
'I will fall, you will drown.'
But you didn’t fight
You have it worse
I fight with sentiment and love I could never give
Cause love doesn’t take or demand cause I didn’t have those features at hand