Breaking

Try me
Break me and see right through
I’m fragile and brutally true
You hold me and let me go
Leave me
And see how I stand alone
I’m taking the path unknown
I’m losing control
It’s not the same
No one’s to blame
I’m waiting, shaking, faking, breaking, praying, hating
Every time I close my eyes
I’m staring, glaring, tearing, wasting, aching, taking
'Cause my mind won’t let me cry
I’m waiting…
I see you
In places you’ve never been
I try but I just can’t win
You still follow me everywhere
Forgiveness
My weakness and only hope
This emptiness found it’s home
I’ll go on, I’ll live
But I’m alone
I’m all alone
I’m waiting, shaking, faking, breaking, praying, hating
Every time I close my eyes
I’m staring, glaring, tearing, wasting, aching, taking
'Cause my mind won’t let me cry
I’m waiting