The Yearning

If you only saw it all
Would your words even change?
The torment, the anger
Out last demise
Your truth defeats my time
All and all
For what it’s worth
Would you change
Your fucking mind?
You carry on
I’ll walk behind
No need to test our time
The story goes on again
It all repeats the same
The crying, screaming
Loss for words
Your memory remains
All I ask for is strength of mind
I numb to ease the pain
You play your part
The victim at heart
Once more repeats the same
The yearning keeps burning
It all repeats the same
Regret, it sits
I can’t be proud of this
Condemned I am
Just sit inside this shell
Hide all my feelings
And take me from this world
I could not leave
All I know behind