I Don't Even Know

I don’t even know what it’s like
I don’t even know what I might find
I don’t even know
It’s nothing like it should
It’s nothing like it would
(Verse)
Welcome home again
I’ve never felt so stupid and alone
Talk to me again
Walk with me again
And when I’m talking too much
Slit my throat and carry me home again
I remember back when this was easy
Deceive me
(Chorus)
I don’t even know what it’s like
I don’t even know what I might find
I don’t even know