Ghosted

Spare me, I’ve wasted too much time
Watching my life fall to pieces
I’ll drown these thoughts out, blackout and erase the pain
It’s the price I’ve paid, a game I lose each day
And now it’s over
And now it’s over, what a fucking waste
What a fucking waste of my time
I can only hope one day you’ll find someone
To give your all to, then be abandoned
Like I have been countless times
Hopeless and broken every time I think of your eyes
I begin to feel as if my chest is caving in
Corruption in my skin, a rotting deep within
Choke on your promises
That you fucking made to me
Choke on your apathy
You’re fucking worthless, I don’t deserve this
I’ll never be what you wanted of me
I’ll never be what you wanted of me
You can slither your way through another fucking lie
But what good is a snake without its fucking tongue?
And now it’s over
Spare me
I’ve wasted too much time
Watching
My life fall to pieces