Automatic

It’s making me mad I think I should go
I’m making everyone uncomfortable
I heard what they said but how would they know
Cause lately I’ve been hangin'
Out in the sun with the living and breathing
Sometimes life is surreal
I know where my mind has gone
And so I’m livin' on automatic
At least I’m hangin' on
Just taking me the long way around
I think it’s a sin there’s nowhere to go
Then again anything is possible
You made it quite clear it’s better I know
And if you need me I’ll be
Out in the sun with the living and breathing
Sometimes life is surreal
Why does every day gotta feel like a monday
You keep pushing when you’re getting nowhere
I’m still losing but at least I’m trying
I’m still trying