Let Go or Get Dragged

My God, my flesh, my blood
My guilt it weighs too much
(That coward?) inside of us
I only want to know
I feel your heartbeat
As you lay on top of me
Does she wonder where you are
When you’re inside of me
Oh how you dreamt of this
My little masochist
Did I taste just the way
You’d hoped and prayed
I’d carry you away
My God, my flesh, my blood
My guilt it weighs too much
That coward inside of us
I only want to know
What’s in your closet?
Can you absolve it?
How does one learn to break the laws of love and fade away?
When nobody wants you
When nobody needs you
When it’s too dark to erase
My god my flesh my blood
My guilt it weighs too much
That coward inside of us
I only want to know
It’s evil?
But it’s too late to fight
Loneliness is a greedy soul
Never meant to lose control
Where is your savior now?
One more for the road
Getting? but can’t let go
No one?
And now we’re gonna? (rot in hell)
How can love be so depraved
But your body is a tidal wave
Washing my pain away
My God, my flesh, my blood
My guilt it weighs too much
That coward inside of us
I only want to love