Against Me

I’m trying to understand me
But my mind is out of control
There’s no way to escape
From my mind and the bad thoughts
I looked for a long time
To be different than I am
But nothing ever helped
Sometimes I think I’m unable
To live more again
Don’t care what I have
Don’t care what I’ve reached
If I cannot exist
In my own terms
That’s me
If I can go on
Despite everything
I’ll win, I’ll win
Against me
Against me
It’s like be a spectator
And watch my life goes on
Like bhind a glass, I’m in jail and
I can’t do anything
Trapped in my condition
Was not supposed to be lik this
Everything I touch ends up breaking
I feel like I’m meant to never be happy
And I forgot what it’s like to be
I’ve always dreamed big
But it just caused me to feel more pain
Every time I fell and I fell every time
Thats me
If I can go on
Despite everything
I’ll win, I’ll win
Against me
Against me
Don’t care what I have
Don’t care what I’ve reached
If I cannot exist
In my own terms
Thats me
If I can go on
Despite everything
I’ll win, I’ll win
Against me
Oh, against me
Against me, against me
Against me, against me
Oh, against me
Against me