it was September when i pushed you back

I will never take a time from your life
Never share my story when I might cry
Sorry and pardon me that I might die
I know I act cold, but I have a sweet side
You say just tell me just tell me the story
I know it may sound weird, but I think it’s boring
I don’t know where to start, so I just ignore it
Cuz, I will never take a time from your life
Promise I promise I do care 'bout you
May not seem like that cuz' sometimes I hurt you
All of the jokes aside, left with my thoughts
Love you my friend and I’m sorry for shots
Cold as an ice I can never b nice
Taking and grabbing like society liks
Feels like they stabbing from different sides
I know I said I won’t take a time from your life
Lost in the forest in the snow with the cold
I think this right place for people like me
An overthinking and an emotional soul
That always took time from your life
Sorry I pushed you away just like that
Finding excuses from being attached
I remember those days when I just sat
It was September when I pushed you back
I never thought so big of my life
Now I have a dream and I put up a fight
Remember I always cared about you
And now I hope we all live the life we like (ay)