Me vs Me

Bored alone lonely sad
Empty lost searching mad
Fat poor boring sore
I am I was I will I can
Not yet someday today tomorrow
Somehow someway I’ll mask this sorrow
Away from here gone I won’t borrow
I’ll lie I’ll hide I’ll shed a tear
I’m a fucked up masterpiece
I’m a hopeless human being
I’m the best liar when it comes to me
I just pretend to know who I’m being
This is who I am
Can you handle this
This is where I stand
I’m just being honest
Bridge 1
I’ll shake I’ll sob I’ll shed a tear
I’m strong but wak
So real but fake
Scared dpressed anxious nervous
Jealous protective obsessive possessed
Broken mess scattered pieces
Wondering thoughts that I’m missing
Clouded mind can’t make decisions
Wanna fast forward time to when I’m winning
Trying but I can’t stop this spinning
Frantically starting over
Inch by inch getting closer
I’ll lie I’ll hide I’ll shed a tear