Returning to Shadow

This kind, masked kiss
Really doesn’t soothe me
An unfaithful hedonist
Isn’t who I want to be
It’s been a while since I felt free
It’s been a while with him living inside of me
He hides behind my pale white disguise
Using my mouth to tell his intoxicating lies
This sick experiment
The banging drum
Surreal patterns and a clanging rhythm
This constant noise I can’t escape from
Remember when I said I’m morally barren?
She decides to walk away from this
Than later drown herself in a deep and cold abyss
I never came to terms with all I miss
Still dreaming of lips I never should have kissed